The thing is ....

The thing is you keep you sabotaging yourself. Take one step forward and 17 steps back. Then another two steps in front and so many more behind. Net effect is regression. Oh yeah, on the surface you look like the cool calm collected guy but then so do pedophiles and necrophiliacs.

Relax. It ain't such a big deal. But it is you see.

"A relentless hunt for perfection is also a bracketing against insecurity. Both go hand in hand. You cannot hunt for perfection if you are secure. It is only the belief that you are imperfect that makes you want to go out and change that."

--- from the book that was never written