Wednesday, May 30, 2007

The Gutter of Hate

Hi, where have you been?

Out in the Gutter of Hate.

Oh, really?

Yes.

Like it?

No.

They why do it?

Beats me.

No it doesn’t.

Yes. It doesn’t. sigh

So.

So…I love you.

I know that. But that’s no answer…So.

I hate the enterprise of Resolution. I want it to flow from the heart. Without the externalities of programming.

Mm. Now you are talking. And?

Nothing. Just that.

smile hug You don’t have to stay away even if you are out visiting the gutter you know.

I know. But I don’t like the way I smell. Too much self sabotage and when I look into your eyes I can see my true self reflected in the mirror of your acceptance of me. Warts and all.

dryly gently Mirrors lie you know.

smile Maybe. Maybe not.

Why don’t you just accept it and get on with life.

Accept hate? The only thing that is acceptable is to hate Hate. You know?

Mm.

1 comment:

Live the Moment said...

this is not happening .. did u by any chance loose yr twin somewhere??? U JUST HAVE TO READ Aaishik's blog .. but more so, u both need to spk with each other , u r both lost in the head ... n i love it ... n will give my critical tipni when i have read yr blog in earnest!!!http://lightintheocean.blogspot.com/